Precarious Visibility and Queer Solitude: Two Lives in and Beyond Japan During the COVID-19 Pandemic
摘要
This chapter examines the pandemic-era experiences of two Japanese LGBTQ+ individuals through in-depth case studies, highlighting the affective complexities of queer survival during crisis. While previous chapters focus on thematic patterns across survey and interview data, this chapter narrows the lens to explore the nuanced lives of “HimariParticipantsHimari – bisexual university student in California (FJ, 18–24),” a bisexual university student studyingHimariParticipants in the United States, and “SentoParticipantsSento – queer man in Japan (JJ, 25–34),” a gay man navigating workSentoParticipants and family expectations in Chiba, Japan. Himari’sParticipantsHimari – bisexual university student in California (FJ, 18–24) narrative, marked by diasporic isolation, familial estrangement, and mental healthMental health – LGBTQ+ during pandemic struggles, underscores the emotional toll of invisibility and the absence of care. In contrast, Sento’s story emphasizes quiet resilience, aesthetic self-stylization, and the refusal to disappear, revealing how queer life can flourish through subtle acts of presence rather than overt activism. Through a comparative analysis of their experiences—focusing on visibility, kinship, temporality, and spatial navigation—the chapter challenges Western-centric models of “coming out” and underscores the importance of intersectional and culturally situated understandings of queerness. By combining narrative depth with theoretical reflection, this chapter not only documents the uneven realities of LGBTQ+ life during COVID-19 but also calls attention to the everyday acts of endurance and care that sustain queer individuals beyond moments of crisis.